Night time troubles.There is pain deep set deep in my fleshThat aches and groans at me.Clicks, creaks and shaky handsSkin is torn, hardened and crackedBlood seeps through and stains.Chills race along my bonesAnd shudders echo in my limbs.Muscles tear and throb exhaustion.Eyes and nose leak from coldFeet are frozen and numb.Sink into hot beckoning blankets,Burry into soft puffy pillows,And sleep.
SmellTake a deep deep breath down and feel the scents cling to your nose.The smell of leather and sweatGlycerine soap and neatsfoot oilThere's salt in her hair,apple conditioner in there as well.Stay a whileand soon she'll smell like you too.
Just HistoryWhile I sit and listen about your break-upHow your LDR didn't lastThat its ok it wasn't meant to happenAnd that you'll laugh about it laterI find it is me with heartbroken tearsRolling down my cheeksMemories of my own dashed dreamsMy own tacked together heartBecause it reminds me so muchOf how we endedThat there will never be another startJust history.
I know how you feel.When your wife turns to you and says "I don't love you any more".Or when your pet runs away even though you scream "Come back".If your siblings just stop speaking to you,Your best friend never visits.Your therapist laughs in your face,And your doctor just prescribes a dose of "you'll get over it".As if your heart doesn't beat as fast,Clouds of fog linger in your head.Co-workers whisper knives behind your back,Strangers rubberneck at your attempt of normality.When everything falls apart,Then you'll know how I feel.
PoisonYour sickly sweet stench sticks in my nostrilsAnd the gurgle deep in your gut makes me swallow down spit.The retch of phlegm in your lungs echoes up your throatAnd your muscles twitch and jump.Sweat beads on your forehead and lingers in your palmsFingertips are tar stained and stink.Fags linger in your breath, mouth billowing smoke.Ill lay cool hands on youAnd think of better things.
UntitledHe isn't himAnd she isn't herBut it's ok, ignore itJust let the details blurJust relax it'll be alrightLet tears slide and cry at night
Twisted TangoI feel silly sick in your armsShould probably get off this dance floorSit down and get some water or somethingBut the music starts and it's calling my nameI can't help but dance to this twisted tangoI hope my skirts catch your eyeThese heels make my legs look goodDon't you thinkWhatcha thinkShould I bite my lipOr would you like to nip it for meThe singers are spinning a beautiful songOf lust or loveI don't know don't careIt's all the same to usTrustYou dip me downBaptise meArch my backFeel my spine snapKeep to the rhythmSexy snappy sensualBlisters on my feet bleedThis isn't what I needIt's what I desire running through my veinsTwist me turn me tempt meMove me like your marionetteSpin me out away so fastLet me clutch at your fingertipsPull me back to your chestLet our feet do the restAnd dance this twisted tango.